Life Moves On

思想過剩的人是我

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朋友說我是個 sensible 的人
我從來沒有想過用任何形容詞來形容自己這個人
但我想打從心底裡我是這樣的人
要不然我不會寫一些看似要理解卻很難能理解的東西

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更因為是這樣的人
去處理自己的情緒的時候
更曉會用理智的分析去研究自己的心理狀態
有時候我覺得這樣的自己很病態冷血
同一時間在醉心沉溺在自己的情緒中
同一時間在旁觀分析自己置身於情緒中誘發的表現

你說我EQ高 何時都表現平靜
我說其實在表現出來之前已被自己好好審視過翻雲覆雨不下數千遍

我為這感到異常狂熱
我覺得自己能置身經歷過各種情緒感覺
人才算活過

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這刻的我更是如此
我想如何的順逆
只要我享受過品味過經歷過
都作為自己的一部分活過去

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在旁人看來
是不可思議的境況
在我看來
其實可能這才是我想 achieve 的境況

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at least 我知道我在努力中

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